it has been 8 years and this year gonna be 9 years.celebrating hari raya without my late father.you think it is in the past and i need to move on and forget what had happened.for me,i will move on but i will not forget the day itself on the 4th april 2001.i find myself guilty.i was happily walk home when isaw my cousin picked me up.i was excited.when i reached home,my happiness change into a miserable and horrible life.my mum was crying.cousin were trying to calmed her down.i asked mum what happened and she hugged me straight and tell me that papa will not be with us anymore.papa passed away after he's involve in an accident.i cried.i pity mama.i regret for what had happened.i could not see papa for the last time when he is alived and cannot be beside papa when he's gasping for air and accpeting the god call.each ramadhan,i will always remember that i really miss papa and i hope i colud rewind time and cherrish the moment we had together.i miss riding the bike with papa.me,abg,khairy and azizi riding the bike with papa.i hope papa will rest really in peace cz i'm here reciting prayers for him.may allah rest him in peace.i hope i can be strong for the upcoming ramadhan.amin!yarabal alamin